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new livejournal!
Hey there! I am starting afresh today :) therefore i am abandoning my old blog and moving away from blogger, hopefully so as to keep part of my life private and sharing it only as and when i like :) actually i have got a livejournal account all along, but i just couldn't get around to using it cause it's so complicated with all the cuts and whats not! haha. but i am going to try now and i guess i need some help from professionals!
Anyway, it has been like a couple of months or so since i last blogged and it seems like too much has happened over this short period of time. everything has pretty much stayed the same or you can also say that everything in my world has changed. whether it is for the better or for the worse, i don't know myself. all i can hope is that it is for the better. but i know i have made the right decision no matter what anyone says. so long as i am happy right? but i know i am so raw to this and i have no idea what to do at all. everything's confusing, i am lost and the world's all gone topsy-turvy! hopefully things will work themselves out well in the time to come. at least i have settled some issues today which made me felt much better, the top of my concern is set aside now. but still, so many other concerns, all none the better than the other. i want to be happy and laugh everyday and have no worries too so that it is good for us both, but with so many worries and things that are troubling me i can't really do it. when i am all alone at all i start to wonder and worry too much, unsure if all this is going to work out fine for us three. but it does not only involve us, it links so many of the rest together and all i can do is pray and hope. only when i am out with bestie do i put aside these worries for the moment and i do feel happy and in joy. don't get me wrong, i am glad about the new life but with it comes too many troubles as well. but deep inside i do feel a certain joy of course, i guess anyone in my situation would too :) i have shared so much but i doubt any of you out there understand what i am really saying haha.
Hopefully i will be back to update soon after i learn about livejournal cuts haha :) till then, toodles!
Anyway, it has been like a couple of months or so since i last blogged and it seems like too much has happened over this short period of time. everything has pretty much stayed the same or you can also say that everything in my world has changed. whether it is for the better or for the worse, i don't know myself. all i can hope is that it is for the better. but i know i have made the right decision no matter what anyone says. so long as i am happy right? but i know i am so raw to this and i have no idea what to do at all. everything's confusing, i am lost and the world's all gone topsy-turvy! hopefully things will work themselves out well in the time to come. at least i have settled some issues today which made me felt much better, the top of my concern is set aside now. but still, so many other concerns, all none the better than the other. i want to be happy and laugh everyday and have no worries too so that it is good for us both, but with so many worries and things that are troubling me i can't really do it. when i am all alone at all i start to wonder and worry too much, unsure if all this is going to work out fine for us three. but it does not only involve us, it links so many of the rest together and all i can do is pray and hope. only when i am out with bestie do i put aside these worries for the moment and i do feel happy and in joy. don't get me wrong, i am glad about the new life but with it comes too many troubles as well. but deep inside i do feel a certain joy of course, i guess anyone in my situation would too :) i have shared so much but i doubt any of you out there understand what i am really saying haha.
Hopefully i will be back to update soon after i learn about livejournal cuts haha :) till then, toodles!